acute paroxysms of anguish

"My feel for you is decaying in front of me / Like the carrion of a murdered prey"

- carrion, fiona apple

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Ano nga ba ang nagtutulak sa tao para pumatay? Poot? Salapi? Prinsipyo? Politika?

Doon din sa Maguindanao naging "landslide" ang pagkakapanalo ni Gloria Arroyo. Sa ilang presinto roon, wala ni isa mang boto si Fernando Poe Jr. Isipin mo: kahit isa, wala siyang nakuhang boto. Ang kapal ng mukha talaga nitong si Arroyo. Malaki ang utang na loob niya kay Ampatuan. Hello Garci?!

Ngayon naalala ko ang Jabidah massacre kung saan pinatay ng mga elemento ng Armed Forces of the Philippines ang 60 kataong Moro na kanilang nirekluta. Naalala ko ang Balangiga massacre kung saan pinatay ng mga tropang Amerikano ang halos tatlong libong sibilyan sa Balangiga, Samar dahil sa paghihiganti.

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darth_doom

How could something so simple turn out so epically stupid in the end. I guess that's what I get for... Ah whatever.

I'm no longer eating at Fish and Co, unless someone is paying that is.

Gonna go out again later to canvass some things for the tshirts. Finally, it's moving again. I'm no longer hoping we make it through the December deadline. Just get it done asap.

darth_doom

Mangaholix passed me by and I didn't even notice. Guess just as well, seeing that I couldn't get out of work to attend.

Oh wait, Sunday morning, I was out of the house early for a dota session with the hs guys.

FRAK!

Saturday morning I was nursing a limitbreak from Friday, darn New Moon for opening on a Friday instead of a Wedsneday.

DOUBLE FRAK!

It's my "weekend off" again. Played dota with the work gang just now before coming home. I guess I gotta get some sleep before I go back to Makati later this evening for another round with Trapo and his work guys. It's a week of Dota it seems. Might as well, not as if I'm doing anything special.

darth_doom

I think its morbidly funny that at this specific point in my life, Lethal Weapon 4 would be playing on HBO, uttering a revision of Murtaugh's famous line that perfectly describes our situation.

We're too old for this shit.

It's not that really that of a coincidence, and I really don't believe a word of it, he's the one who keeps saying it over and over, but still, it's amusing.

darth_doom

I have a sinking feeling I'll be performing a limitbreak for work later. That nanonap earlier really shouldn't have happened, plus the coffee. What was I thinking, frak.

The last few days of oversnoozing might have contributed too. I just can't force my eyes close today, might as well put it to a good use and catch the New Moon movie. I'm really hating that I couldn't find a schedule swap today, even with a P200 incentive for the willing swapper. It's bad enough that I'm on a consecutive no show to the troop meetings, I can't even go to the troop outing and be useful. Work's really not scoring any points with me right now.

What a hoot if I fell asleep during a call later. Took me two years before it happened in Convergys, wonder how long the next time would be here.

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